Bismillahirrahmannirrahim...


wow... its really been a while right since I write something in this blog. I miss blogging (actually I miss writing)... to pour whatever I feel uncomfortable to speak in front of human being.. but i guess due to being very careful these days.. i tend not to write.. urghh..

Anyway it's been a rollercoaster ride for us for the last one and half years... well, to be exact, everything was different since Fatih arrived in our life... I never imagined raising a child could...well could be a life changing experience. I love every second of it.. of course now and then, i had my emotional breakdown that I could easily cried during making dinner, or accidentally raised my voice coz I had enough with Fatih picking every little thing on the floor and put in his mouth,or I am sooo tired of waking up every day working at 5 am in the morning when I silently wish I had 5 more minute of sleeping time.. I am still learning to be good wife and a mother. it is not easy. period. need lots of sacrifice. patience. resilience. anger management. good decision maker. financial controller of the house. and a lot more.

I have a lot more to share but please bear with me. I need to make the coming entry consistent so to at least come to my point... hehehe..